i am not supposed to be here. no i quite simply lost the time. and all these people gathered round me, and oh they are no friends of mine. pick up the phone, pick up the phone. baby, i need you. pick up the phone, pick up the phone. baby i need you alone…
i’ve been lookin in the mirror, i hardly recognize my face. my mind aint getting any clearer, an open book, i lost my place. oh my sweet hanna marie, you waited all this time for me. but i am found, i am known, i am finally comin’ home. i’m alive, i’m not alone.
pick up the phone, pick up the phone. baby, i need you. pick up the phone, pick up the phone. baby, i need you alone.
it’s almost midnight and I should be studying for this exam I have tomorrow. I mean, I’ve been studying, but when i took a break to smoke a cigarette all i could think about…all I could focus on..was you. Even when you’re not here, I can feel you with me. I know I haven’t been the model man, but I’ve been trying. Yeah sometimes it’s hard, and yeah sometimes I just want a drink to blow off steam…but that huge smile on your face Halloween night puts everything in perspective. I am a good man. I’m not damned, I’m not scarred, I’m not broken, I’m not perfect..but I’m your man. I never thought I’d be this close with anyone, and then you came along. You saw through my bullshit, you had me pegged, you saw..me. All the problems I’ve faced over the past five months, I’ve gotten through, and I know I got through them because of you.
right now all I want is to lie in bed with you and watch TLC. I want to hold your tiny hands and listen to you tell me how your day was. I want to go on long drives with you and sing all of our favorite songs..even if my voice isn’t as pretty as yours. I just want you, Hanna Marie..my daffodil queen.